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February 11th, 2009


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August 7th, 2008

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It looks like I'll be going back to school this fall to finish up my AA and take some more accounting classes. I'll still be working at starbucks, but only 20 hours a week.

I feel like I'm moving on to the next step of my life. It's kind of neat :)

July 21st, 2008

Here's the pre-warning.

For once, I'm hurt and not sad about it. I'm pissed.

A message to everyone, applicable or not- I'm done taking shit for ANYTHING. It's done being "all in fun" if I'M not having fun.

There's been enough of people not having to worry about it. I don't bite back, so they go and do/say whatever they please. From here on, everyone gets ONE warning. After that, consequences to hell, I'm not taking it.

June 24th, 2008

[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 4

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's/spouse's dad
[ ] boyfriend's/girlfriend's/spouse's mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 7

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 9

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up

Total so far: 15

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Total: 16

... if you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears"

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or fewer, you’re fearless.

May 21st, 2008

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My love of circus classes, forever increasing. Lauren and I are in the same acro class (not by coincidence) and I'm thrilled. Trampoline... oh god, oh god. I could live my life on a trampoline. It's illegal amounts of fun.

Steph and I are leaving for Baycon tomorrow. I hope it's fun. I know a bunch of people who will be there, but there aren't many that I really hang out with. We'll see about that.

I had my job interview at Starbucks today. After talking for an hour or so, she suddenly pauses and then says, "Can I please hire you?". It was the cutest thing ever. Of course she can hire me. So, I'm thrilled. I've been in a few times, and she thinks I'll do well with the current staff. Apparently after I've gone in the past couple times a few of the girls told her to hire me. And they all seem sweet. And woohoo. Full time again. Not the 50-60 hour kind of full time, and not the 10 hour a week redic part time. Nice, normal 40 hours a week. Fantastic.

Oh, Big Deal Of The Week, LAUREN'S BACK. We had hang out at Beth's time. Then we had take pictures in the PCC parking lot time. Check up myspace for those :P

My hair is platinum blonde, btw. Strange. Hella strange. I'm not sure if I want to keep it that way, or throw green and blue in. Better figure that out soon. I can keep the blonde at Starbucks though, but not the green. Eenie meenie minie moe.

May 8th, 2008

Tah Dah!!

A real post! I told you it would happen!! :)

So I had my first trampoline class today. AMAZING is putting it lightly. I promptly signed up for the tuesday session as well, as well as joining Lauren's Acro class (btw, I did that Lauren.)

Lauren is away on the east coast, cry cry tears.

Event tomorrow! Woot. I get to PC my dark elf again :) It's been too long.

Also, a few weeks ago I started working out with a personal trainer. Well, without one too. But yeah. Way fun. Funner than I thought it would be. And there's actual muscle now. Woot, woot.

Ironman was entirely all too epic. I'm even debating seeing it a third time.

I quit working at the cafe. Sad muffins. The hours were just too unpredictable. Somewhere between 5-20 every week. Not what I need.

And I managed to do something funky-fied to my arm when I was at the gym. It's mostly better now though. Splah.

March 12th, 2008

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Ok, so there's some shitty stuff going on right now. I'm not going to rant about the story. I think that might just make things worse. But that I am going to do is give a shout out for help. I don't have the courage right now to make calls to individual people and ask them for help and such, so I'm posting here.

I really don't want to be alone right now. It's making the unwarrented depression worse. I don't know what would make me feel better exactly, but I think just being with people and having fun might be it. If you could take a couple hours just to hang out, please call, text, IM, email, contact me in some way.

Sorry my entries as of late have been asking for help. I swear, I'll have some actual ones up at some point.

March 7th, 2008

For Giggles


An old cowboy sat down at the Starbucks and ordered a cup of coffee.  As he sat sipping his

coffee, a young woman sat down next to him.


She turned to the cowboy and asked, “Are you a real cowboy?’


He replied, “Well, I’ve spent my whole life, breaking colts, working cows, going to rodeos,

fixing fences, pulling calves, baling hay, doctoring calves, cleaning my barn, fixing flats, working on tractors, and feeding my dogs, so I guess I am a cowboy.”


She said, “I’m a lesbian.  I spend my whole day thinking about women.  As soon as I get up in the morning, I think about women.  When I shower, I think about women.  When I watch TV, I think about women.  I even think about women when I eat. It seems that everything makes me think about women.”


The two sat sipping in silence.  A little while later, a man sat down on the other side of the old cowboy and asked, “Are you a real cowboy?”


He replied, “I always thought I was, but I just found out that I’m a lesbian.”

February 20th, 2008

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The anger inside me keeps bubbling and I'm not sure if I should just keep pushing it away or let it out. I feel like I'm on the edge of a breakdown.

It might be time to rethink my outlook. Maybe having someone to confide in isn't such a bad thing. But now that I've started considering that option, things are going into meltdown.

I really need some help, and I don't know where to get it.

December 28th, 2007

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